Wyatt

Wyatt and I have been married for 5 years and I am still in awe of how awesome he is!!! He is SO Godly and wise, I am so thankful for the advice he gives to me, so lovingly and honestly!! Since having kids I have seen a whole new side of him appear and I love it!! He loves having a son AND a daughter and he is SO good at playing with each of them they way they need to be played with!! Maddie and Zack love him so much, their little faces just light up when he comes home from work! He might have had a long 12 hour day, but you would never know by the smile on his face! He has missed them just as much as they missed him and they know it!! What a wonderful husband God provided for me and what an amazing daddy He provided for my kids!! He is such a good listener and encourager!!! Wyatt certainly isn't perfect, no one is, but I will always honor him in my conversations about him! God calls us to HONOR our husbands, ALL the time, not just when it is convenient to us! We both make mistakes but God fills us with grace for each other, and through Christ we are able to forgive one another and move on!! That is probably one of the things I love the most about Wyatt!! I can be so grumpy and self centered sometimes, but he always see's right past that and loves me unconditionally! We had such a fun family weekend together, God really used this time to remind me how blessed we are to have one another!!

A week of lessons

WOW, it has been a rough week!! I have learned a lot this week about my relationship with God, friendships and my sweet little family!! I've spent a lot of time on my knee's praying for wisdom and grace, for patience and knowledge! Many tears have fallen! I am so thankful that I serve a God who listens and who truly hears me! He knows my heart and my struggles, He hears my prayers, and holds me when I am unsure!! I think I always thought when I grew up, I would have it all together!! SURPRISE...I don't!! Don't get me wrong, life is certainly a lot more fun now, I love sharing my life with Wyatt, Maddie and Zack!! They bring me the most JOY, I never imagined that my heart so feel so full of love for three people!! But there are always life struggles...and I feel like they are all hitting me at once!! I am a very strong person, I LOVE God with my entire soul, I talk to Him a lot, I depend on my time with Him each day! So I am thankful for the time I have gotten to spend with Him...just Him and I late at night and early in the morning!!

I won't share every lesson that I have learned this week, there have been A LOT, (I can be kind of stubborn sometimes!!:)) but I think by writing them out, it helps keep me accountable!

I learned that I am not meant to work right now!! I subbed at GDA this week for two days, and although I LOVED my time there, I was sick being away from my babies!! I loved the fellowship in the friendships that I have made there, there are some AMAZING women there who challenge me in SO many ways!! I worked at GDA when I found out I was pregnant with Maddie! So many of the ladies poured into me wisdom and love!!! For them, I am SO THANKFUL!!!! Those two days I was there, felt like I never left, I had a blast!! But my time away from my kids, made realize how important my time is with them right now! They need me and I need them!!! We enjoy life together so much, I want to invest in them as much as I can before they start their school career's and I don't get to be with them all day every day!! Maddie and Zack have truly REFINED me, is that crazy to say about your kids?? I don't think so, they have helped me realize what kind of mom and woman I want to be! I have a LOT of work to do!!!

Lesson number 2! People/friends will come and go, but God will always stay the same!! People refine us, they make us better, despite who WE are! God uses people to teach us lessons (in my case, when I chose not to listen to Him!:) some really fun, good lessons and some lessons that break your heart! But, life is all about learning and growing, seeking and finding!! In order to HAVE good friends, you must BE a good friend!! I am truly still working on this one!! I want to be an awesome friend, one who listens and loves unconditionally!

Lesson number three! Being a parent is HARD!! Holy cow!! This has been a hard week of parenting for me, but I won't give up!! My sweet little Zack is SO MUCH different than my Maddie!!! It is hard for me to get used to it!! I N-E-V-E-R want to be a parent that compares their children and makes them feel bad about themselves because they aren't just like big sister (or big brother)!! Every child is important for exactly who they are!! God created both of my kids for a specific purpose!! He is going to do BIG things with them!! Maddie and Zack have their own personalities and I need to work on managing BOTH of their personalities!!! PLEASE, please, PLEASE pray for me as I discipline my children!! Kids NEED structure and discipline, probably not always the same kind of discipline, but they do need it!!! Please pray that I will take on this challenge wholeheartedly, lovingly and with MUCH patience and grace!! I love having my kids so close, but it makes for rough days sometimes! Pray me through those days friends, I NEED your intervention!!!

I am excited to see what God has to teach me next week!!! I used to think that God taught me lessons to get "back" at me (how self centered was I?!) Now I know that He teaches me lessons so that I can glorify Him with my whole life and not just parts of it!!! It is hard for me to remember Who I am living for sometimes, we keep so busy! BUT, after this week, I will NOT forget!

A Funny Story

So today Maddie and I were coloring and Zack was crawling around us pulling up on the things he thought he needed to look at!!! He crawled past me a few times and by about the third or fourth time he went past me, I could smell *something!* So...I asked him if he had a poopy diaper!! Before he even had a chance to "answer," Maddie looked up at me and said, "My check momma, my check!" So being the big sister that she is, she went over to him, pulled out his diaper (as I am sure she has seen me do about a hundred times,) and looked down, all as Zack is looking at her like "What are you doing kid???" She stands back up and says, "YEP momma, he is poopy!! He is poopy!!!" It was HILARIOUS to see my 2 year old become the BIG sister!! I laughed and laughed all day, the way she did it and said it...well, it was just like me!! Oh the things that our kids say!!!!

The Hardest Job

I love my kids so much!! I never knew I would (or could) love them as much as I do!! Their smiles and laughter bring an abundant amount of joy to my heart, and their little voices are so precious!! I want to have a hand in everything that they do, I just love to experience life with them, every second of every day!! They are our pride and JOY!!!!

Now that Maddie is two she has become quite attached to the word "mine!" Mine-itis attacked Sesame Street a few weeks ago and I think it caught Maddie!! However when it left Sesame Street, it came straight to Allison street!! The word "mine" seems to be Maddie's new favorite word! Oh boy!! :) I am big on discipline!! I think all children should be disciplined!! Discipline is how we shape our kids into Godly, well mannered, respectable children, teens and then adults!!! I really desire for our kiddos to be all of these so, I have been really disciplining Maddie when she gets on these "mine" kicks!!! She either has to sit time out, and then apologize or she gets a spanking (which rarely happens! I have to admit she knows when she does something wrong, and she usually feels really bad so it doesn't take much!! It is all about being consistent :)) WOW!! I thought they would have stopped by now, but nope, not yet!!! She is getting better and she is really good at apologizing!! She is so cute and I love so much, but she HAS to be kind to others, especially her bubby!!

Zack is now one and he is SUCH a boy (I LOVE it!!!)!! He wants to be everywhere all the time!! He likes to get into things, just to see what is going on! He does NOT want to sit still, he wants to crawl around! His newest thing is...he throws fits! They are not always big, but he knows what he wants and he wants it RIGHT now!!!! Unfortunately for him, that is not always possible!! :) I just started giving him time out and it seems to be working ok!! He is my precious son and I want him to be happy, but he has to learn that fits are never an option!!

Being a parent is the hardest job I have ever had!! It is the most amazing job I would ever want, and, it is certainly a career!! :) I have been praying over my children since the second I found out I was pregnant and I will never stop, but it amazing to me how my prayers have changed!! At first I prayed that God would keep them safe in my stomach, and that they would come in God's timing! Then I prayed that they would be safely (and quickly) delivered!! Later I prayed for them to be good sleepers and quick eaters!! Then I prayed that they would be safe in their cribs once they left our bedroom!!! I prayed that they would learn how to be mobile, that they would eat well, that they would not throw fits when we were out with friends!! Now more than ever I am praying that they will come to know Christ at a young age!!! I pray that they will always be loving to others and that they will set the example! I pray that God will help ME to be a good momma to them!! That He will shower me with adoration and patience and an abundance of love and grace!! I pray for their hearts and for their minds and for the words they will speak to others!! I pray for the friends that they will make and for the people they will date!! Our God is SO big and so Great, I know that He is preparing them to do something amazing in this world!! I guess it helps me to feel a part of it when I talk to God about it, as their momma and as His child!!! Life is so exciting, so fast, so rewarding and so scary all at the same time!!! I am so thankful for the gifts that God has given us!!!

A Year Ago Today!

A year ago today we were anxiously awaiting the arrival of our son!! We didn't know what he would look like, what his personality would be, or how his sister, a baby herself, would handle this huge new change! We felt worried and excited, nervous and blessed all at the same time!! We never even imagined that God would have SUCH a blessing in store for us!!!

Zachary David Jenkins was born on August 11th at 8:13a.m.!! I got to be awake during his c-section so Wyatt and I got to hear every first little sound he made!!! He was pretty big at 8 pounds and 13 ounces, but he still looked so tiny!!! As soon as I saw him, I knew he was going to change our lives forever!!! He had a hard time keeping his body temperature up after he was born, so I got to have special skin to skin time with him for the first several hours of his life!! He snuggled right in and we started our life together!!

When my mom brought Maddie in to meet her brother for the first time, her expression was PRICELESS!!!! :) It was kind of a mixture of excitement and "What the heck is going on here? Mom, why are you in bed and WHO IS THAT!?!?!" She climbed on my lap and "held" her brother as well as a 12 and a half month old could!! Her and my mom came to visit everyday, and each day she liked him more and more!! She wanted to see his hands and feet, his toes and fingers!!! She thought he was pretty cool, until he came home with us!! :):)

Zack is the sweetest baby boy!! And, he is the perfect addition to our family!! He is fun and smiley and happy and sweet! He is for sure a BOY! He likes to get into everything, he is an adventurer! He loves for you to "get" him and chase after him! He adores his family, especially his sister!! He chases her around and she giggles at him with so much joy and love! I was SO nervous about having kids so close together (..there are still days my friends, that I wonder!:):)) BUT, I can already tell that Maddie and Zack are going to be BEST friends!!! They LOVE to hang out together!! They always have to know where each other is...and if one of them is sad, the other one wants to love on them!! They are learning and growing every day, we are AMAZED at what they pick up from one another!! We are so excited for this year and all that it will bring!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZACK!!!!!!!!!! WE LOVE YOU SO VERY VERY MUCH!!!

Zack's Milk Challenge

Hi friends!! So as many of you know our sweet little Zack has a mild form of the disease galactosemia!! Galactosemia as a full blown disease is VERY scary, so we are SO thankful that Zack only has a mild version of it!!! But, since he has even a mild version of the disease, we have been VERY careful for the past 11 months giving him any kind of milk product!!
(For more information on the disease Galactosemia, go here: http://ghr.nlm.nih.gov/condition=galactosemia) or google "galactosemia."

Every newborn gets a whole round of tests done on them after they are born! Maddie's tests had come back just fine, so we didn't worry at all about them!! We just enjoyed our newborn baby boy!!! But, when Zack's tests stared to come back abnormal, our amazing pediatrician started asking some questions! We went in for blood work every other day for the first two weeks of Zack's life!!! At three weeks I was told to stop nursing and that Zack needed to be on Soy formula immediately!!! It was at that time that we started really learning about this disease!!! (No one had really told us anything at this point about what was going on!! Can you imagine my distress, having a 12 and a half moth old and a newborn and having to go to the hospital...it was crazy!!!!!)) But again I will say, we are THANKFUL that he doesn't have the full disease!! When Zack was just three months old we took him to a geneticist where we were told that Zack had a very mild form of Galactosemia and that we needed to keep him on soy milk for these first 10-11 months of his life until we did a "milk challenge"!! Mrs Peck (our geneticist specialist) told us that between 10-12 months we would need to slowly start giving Zack cow based milk to see how his body reacted!! We are really hoping that this disease has kind of "cured" itself with time!! Now if Zack had the full version of it, there is NO way he would ever be able to get over it! But since his form is so mild, we are hopeful!! So starting tomorrow we will begin giving him 2-4 ounces of regular formula with his soy formula!! We are going to try to wein him off of the soy and onto the regular, hoping that his body will tolerate it and that we will be able to give him milk products without any issue forever!!! If his body does not tolerate it, then he will be on a very strict diet for the rest of his life!!!

So please be praying for Zack and for us in these next 12 days!! We have been looking forward, and dreading this "milk challenge" ever since we heard we would need to do it!! After giving him cow's milk for the next 12 days, he will go in to be tested on Monday, July 20th and we will see what his levels are!!! Hopefully they will come back normal and he will be able to enjoy his first bite of ice cream for his birthday!!! :) Please just pray that he doesn't get sick and that his sweet body will be able to digest cow's milk and that he will be able to enjoy it!! Our little man LOVES to eat and I know he is going to LOVE the treats of ice cream, yogurt and cheese!!!

Thank you all for loving our family and being a part of our lives!! We love you!!

Progress!!

So, I have really been trying to lose weight since my son was born! I have been big my whole life and after being pregnant two years in a row, I decided that I was D-O-N-E being fat! So about 4 weeks after Zack was born I started walking with a dear friend!! We met every morning at 4:45 a.m. at the track and got moving! It was such a blessing for me!! Not only did I get to excercise, but I had an accountability partner, and, we got to spend some very good time together taking and laughing!! And, since Zack had an early morning feeding, I fed him, put him back to sleep and then left for my morning walk so it was "easy" for me to get there (most of the time)! It was such good motivation!!! So for about 8 months I have been working at improving my eating habits and getting moving!! It has been a very hard journey but a very necessary one!!! And, it feels SO good to be making progress!!! For so long, I kind of just accepted the fact that I would always be large, but I NEVER have to settle!!! I can make a difference for myself, despite myself!! :) I want to be healthy for my husband and for my precious babies! They deserve a wife and mom who takes care of herself and who enjoys living life to the fullest! And I CAN DO IT!!!! Beleive me, if I can lost the weight, anyone can!! It is fun to look back at pictures and see how far I have come! I DO NOT want to be a person who is caught up in body image and only focuses on me, but I DO want to be a woman who is trying my best to be what God made me to be!!!! I still have quite the journey to go (I would like to lose about 50 more pounds) so I am going just going to continue to work on my eating habits and excersicing and see where it leads me!! I feel GREAT!

SOOOOOOO, all of this to say, since August I am SO EXCITED to report that I have lost almost 70 pounds!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WHOO-HOO!!!! It is wonderful to see those pounds disappear!! It feels SO good to go down sizes and to be able to feel cute and look it!! :)

"I rejoice greatly in the Lord that at last you have renewed your concern for me. Indeed, you have been concerned, but you had no opportunity to show it. I am not saying this because I am in need, for I have learned to be content whatever the circumstances. I know what it is to have plenty and I know what it is to be in need. I have learned the secret of being content in every situation, whether well fed, or hungry, whether living in plenty or want. I CAN DO EVERYTHING IN HIM WHO GIVES ME STRENGTH!!!!" Philippians 4:10-13

A NEW post!

WOW! Time really does fly when you are having fun and that is what the Jenkins' family has been doing this spring!! HAVING FUN!!! Our kiddos are growing SO much every single day, it is such a joy to be a part of their lives! Even on the hard days, I am truly thankful that God decided to bless Wyatt and I with children!!! We cannot stop staring at their beautiful faces and we adore the way they make us laugh!! I have been learning SO much about who I am and what God wants me to do, so I thought I would share a few of those things!!!

First of all, God constantly reminds me that I need to find my identity in HIM!!!! No one else can make me happy, but Him!! No one can make me content and happy with exactly where I am, except Him!! He always listens, always loves, always protects me, from me! He is always on my side and will always give me the best advice...if I ask!!! He will always show me grace and unconditional-ness...ALWAYS!!! Someone will always have more money, or a bigger house or some exciting new adventure they are about to embark on. But, when I am finding my identity in Christ and leaning on him, I am on the biggest adventure of my life!! How could I NOT be excited and feel content in that??? God is my Savior and my King, He died so that I can live, there is nothing better than that!!

Secondly I am learning that I need to be exactly who I am!!! God made me to be me...He obviously has some amazing purpose for me or He wouldn't have formed me!! I am Christina Joy Jenkins, a wife, a mom, a daughter, a sister and a friend! God has given me those jobs as a blessing but also as a challenge to encourage and love on people all the time!!!! I get so caught up in life sometimes, needing to be here there and everywhere and I forget to just be me!! Some days I have rough days!! I am the mom of two children that are 12 and a half months a part, life isn't always going to be easy!!! But when I embrace those rough days and pray my way through them, God is with me, it usually turns out to be a pretty good day!!! I used to think that if I had a rough day with my kiddos, I was obviously doing something wrong!! BUT, I know now that that is simply not true, sometimes life is just hard!!! I am THANKFUL for wonderful and kind friends who love me unconditionally through all of my icky blemishes!! I am thankful that if I choose to open up, they will listen with a patient and kind heart and give loving advice or simply just sit with me!! I am thankful for a husband that loves me and knows me better than I know myself!! He has an amazing way of listening and understanding me so incredibly!!!

I am also learning A LOT about grace! Grace has been hard for me to understand my whole life!! It is HARD to show grace to people!! It is SO hard to forgive someone once they have hurt you!! It is so hard to trust people knowing that they might not be trust-able! (I don't think that is a word, but it works!:):)) It is so hard to know that if someone is willing to talk to you in a gossipy way, than they are probably willing to talk about you in a gossipy way!! BUT then I remember that Jesus DIED for ME!!!! His grace was enough to cover me and anyone who chooses to live life in Him!! Knowing that and being reminded every day helps me be more grace filled!! Life is ALL about grace my friends!! I want to be shown grace, so in order to do that I need to shower grace on my friends, family and the people around me!!!

Sometimes I feel like I should be out working to help support my family!! We are trying really hard to get out of debt and often I feel like if I got a job, that process would be much easier! However, I feel so much peace about being home with my kids for this season of life!! I adore being a part of their every day lives!! I love it that we wake up and snuggle every morning!! I got special time with each child in the morning as we wait for the other to wake up! (This is probably one of my favorite parts of the day!! I get to snuggle with either Maddie or Zack when they still feel like snuggling in the morning!! Then when the sibling gets up, we go get him or her together! It is so awesome!!:)) I love it that they know that I am going to be there when they wake up from their naps and I love it that they know that I will put them to bed every evening!! I definitely enjoy a break once and awhile, but I am right where I need to be!! God is constantly showing us how we can save money and I am really starting to enjoy coupon-ing, so I feel that I am just where I need to be!!! I am thankful also that I get to hang out with other women that are going through the same stage in life as I am! God has really brought me together with some awesome women that I am so thankful for!! They have helped refine me as a mom and as a friend!! I love hanging out with them and investing in their children as they invest in mine! I am so thankful for the way that God provides peace and comfort for me, even in the smallest of ways!!

So these are just a few of the lessons that God has been laying on my heart!!! I hope God is teaching you something new everyday!!

My New Favorite Word...

DISCIPLINE!!!I feel like this word has been popping up a lot lately around our house!! It is a word that I used to think was all bad, but I am learning that with discipline comes much blessing!!

We need to be disciplined in our walk with God by spending time with Him EVERY day. Wyatt and I are really working on this part of our lives very hard! We want to be totally sold out for God and I think our actions and some of our thoughts in the past few weeks have not been that!! So we are being very disciplined in our walks with God, both together and on an individual basis!! It feels so much better to be right where we need to be with Him, leaning on Him and seeking HIM out when we need advice or counsel instead of just one another or other people! (Not that I think that Godly counsel in friends is bad, it is not, but I think we might have been seeking out too much instead of just going to God first!) It is amazing how much our attitudes have changed! With discipline comes blessing!!!

We need to be disciplined in our desire to get out of debt. That means no big shopping trips even though I want to give my children everything they want and more!!! All they really need is our love and attention, nor fancy toys!! That means so big vacation for a little while and that means not eating out a lot (which I am very proud to say we have cut waaay back on!:)) With discipline comes much blessing!!

We want to be good discipliner-s of our children!! This is a BIG one!!! We want our children to be well behaved, obedient and loved children! We believe that the best way to have obedient children is to discipline them in the way that God has called us!! We don't want to be slave drivers, but we DO want them to listen and have respect for us and for other adults and children! Please be continually praying for us in this capacity!! We LOVE Maddie and Zack so much and we just want to be good parents to them, even when it is hard!!! With discipline comes much blessing!!!

I need to be disciplined as I am trying to lose weight, it is not just going to melt away, I have to be disciplined in exercising and eating healthy!! I also want to be healthy to be a good example for my kiddos! This is a life style change, not a diet! (I have to repeat this to myself several times a day, I DO enjoy sweets!!:):)) With discipline comes much blessing!!

So please be praying for the Jenkins family as we learn about discipline, from the oldest person in the house to the youngest!! :)

Father we pray that you will show us how to be disciplined so we may honor You in ALL things!! We love you!! Amen.

A Biggest Loser Update!

Hello friends!! I just wanted to share a quick update on our Biggest Loser challenge!! To date I have lost 8.5 pounds in the past 3 weeks!!!! It feels SO good!!! I have several "goal" outfits that I would really like to wear this summer (specifically for our anniversary and a special BKD party we will attend) and I can actually put them on and fasten everything! I am not saying that everything looks good here my friends, Iam just saying that they fit!! But it really is a good feeling!! :):) Dresses that I haven't worn in YEARS fit and look fairly cute, it will be exciting to put them back on in a few months!!! It is GREAT motivation for me!! Anytime I think about slacking off, I think about my "new" wardrobe that I haven't fit into for years and get excited!! It is always fun to see what might fit next!! THANKS for all of your encouragement and advice over the past few weeks!! Please KEEP it up!! I love hearing what works for you all!! Thanks!!
P.S. Wyatt has lost about 6.5 pounds (I think) so he is doing really well too!!!

Lots of Thoughts!!!

I have been thinking so much and praying SO hard for this new year!! I am so amazed at what God has already brought our family through in the past few years! It is exciting to see what He will do this year! I feel that God is going to do some really amazing things in our lives this year, I am just not sure what they are going to be yet! This year has already brought many changes to our family! (All of them have been mostly good changes, but change is change none-the-less!!)

Maddie will be 18 months in a few days which brings many new adventures with it! She is still the loving, thoughtful and FUN girl she has always been but we are really struggling with stranger anxiety and her fear that we are going to leave her! She has always been so secure it is hard for me to see her so sad at times!!! Yesterday at MOPS she just wailed when I put her in her classroom, usually she is so excited to see her friends! And today we had a play date with some good friends (that she knows very well) and she just clung to me the whole time!! Please be praying for us as we love her and continue to show her security and affirmation in a loving and firm way!! We love our daughter so much and we look forward to all of the ways we will bring each other JOY all through life!!

We also have a growing 5 and a half month old son!! He is doing new and exciting things every single day!!! He loves to roll from his belly to his back and gets excited to play with his little toys! He smiles all the time and had the best laugh ever!! He is such a joy to us!! I see Wyatt so much in him!! Zack (and Wyatt both) are so cool, calm and collected!!! Whenever Maddie is having herself a day, Zack seems to just know...so he is so laid back! We have so much fun playing together, Maddie and Zack and I! I am so blessed by my kids, God sure does know what He is doing! I am so thankful to have a Mighty God to serve! I constantly remind myself that HE IS BIGGER!!! In every situation...no matter what!!

Wyatt is right in the middle of busy season at his job! He has taken on quite a few more responsibilities at work, which is wonderful! He loves to be challenged and he is SO good under pressure! I love to watch him grow and learn every day! I love it that he has a job that he loves! I am just so thankful for my husband!! He is SO encouraging to me and he loves me so unconditionally!! He is so wise and he follows hard after God!! He is so Godly and give such good advice!!! He always encourages me to think for myself but is always willing to chat with me about anything!!! I bounce everything off of him, not because I feel like I have to, but because I want to hear his thoughts on life! He can always see something in a situation that I can't see!! He is so loving and thoughtful in his advice but sometimes he is really good at showing me the positive side of something, when I can only see the negative side! He always encourages me to take the high road, no matter what!!! I love him so much, he is my perfect match in every way!!!

I feel like God is working inside my heart so much these days!! He has shown me so much about unconditional-ness and true hope and grace over the past few months! He has taught me about my own pride and broken me of much of it! (I am still prideful in many areas, but God has really dealt, and continues to deal with me in this area!) I no longer care about fancy things, big houses or amazingly cool cars! I just want to take care of my family, be a good friend and serve Christ with my WHOLE heart, even when it gets tough!!!! I want people to know that we am sold out for HIM, and that is how the Jenkins' are going to live their lives!!! We serve a MIGHTY God, and for Him I am so thankful!!!

The Biggest Loser!

Happy New Year!! We are SO EXCITED to see what God will do this year in the lives of our family!! The past two years have been amazing and trying at times! We feel so blessed by our two babies and we love living life together!!

So as this year began, my whole family decided we needed to do something about our weight and to just get healthier! SO we have decided to start the biggest loser between the six of us! We are all so excited about this new challenge! We all put money into a pot and in 3 months we will determine our first winner, then we will probably have another challenge!! This is not just about losing weight! (Although it is a big perk!:):)) We (Wyatt and I ) desperately desire to be healthy for our children! We want to teach them good eating habits and we want them to enjoy exercising, even if it is just is playing a fun game outside! We want to be mindful of the decisions that we are making about food, knowing that they will take their cues [about food] from us! ! We planned out our menu, went shopping and are equipped with a lot of yummy (and healthy) meals for the next several weeks!!! Bring on the challenge!! If you have any tips on how you lost weight or on how your are keeping your family healthy, please let us know! We are new with this but we are very excited to see the results!!! WISH US LUCK!!!!

Friends

I am so thankful for our friends!! Last night Wyatt and I were talking about life these days and how we are living it! It was such a fun conversation! We are SO content with exactly where we are! We have had people in and out of our lives a lot in the past few years, but we aren't sorry that we have gotten to be in the paths of any of these people! They have blessed us, encouraged us, and shown us what true friendship is! Life is so good and God is so faithful!! Life is certainly an adventure with two kids, but we see God's hand in everything that is going on right now!! It is so exciting to see how God is stretching us and growing us to trust Him more faithfully every single day!! Both Wyatt and I have been so blessed by a variety of people in our lives! We have friends in our lives now that have been around for decades, and we have other friends in our lives that have been around only for a short while! However, they have already impacted our lives in a mighty way!! We are so thankful for Godly friends who are like minded in the way that we raise our kids, in the way we treat our spouses, and in the way that we live our life for Christ!! What an encouragement!! I am daily reminded of God's love through these people...they have helped refine us!! I am also so thankful that my husband has Godly men that he can go to for encouragement and advice! We all know that it is hard for men to make good friends, but Wyatt really has made some lifelong friends!! We are so blessed! I have had a few rough days in the past few weeks, but I have been so encouraged by a variety of women and their willingness to pray with me! There is nothing more precious than Godly friends who are living life alongside us!! We are so thankful!

"A friend loves at all times!!!" Proverbs 17:17

Some thoughts!

I am SO excited for the holidays!! I always get excited around November, but for some reason I am extra excited this year!! I think it is because we have our two sweet babies to celebrate life with!!! I am so excited to get up early with them on Christmas morning and start our own new family traditions...I can't WAIT to see the joy on their faces and we celebrate Christ and His birthday and as they realize what He did for us on the cross so long ago!!! Wyatt and I are really trying to shop thoughtfully for gifts for Maddie and Zack because we don't believe that Christmas is all about the presents! We want to give our kids nice things, but we also want them to know what Christmas is REALLY about!!! Don't get me wrong, we are still going to buy our kids presents but we want to give them things that they need, and that will be really special to them, instead of just buying them big, expensive gifts just because we can!! We also are going to take them shopping individually for gifts for one another!! We really want them to appreciate the fact that they have one another, so we are going to totally let them pick out whatever they think their sibling will like! We are going to let them pick out wrapping paper and everything! Of course the next few years will be more like we "help" pick our presents for each of them, but we really want them to be better gift givers, then receivers! We want our kids to have a humble and thoughtful heart!!

I am so thankful for our kids!! Throughout the past few weeks we have been chatting with some friends who just cannot get pregnant and stay pregnant! They want to have a baby so bad, and they will be awesome parents!! I wonder so often why God blessed us SO much with both of our kids!! There have been times when I have let satan attack me for a variety of reasons...believing that I can't do a good job taking care of both of kids since they are so close, feeling guilty for not being able to give each one of them my un-divided attention at all times....the list goes on and on! However, I know now more than ever that God gave us our children so close together for a very specific purpose!! I feel SO blessed that He has chosen us to have both a girl and a boy!! They are already so different, it is a true joy to watch them interact with one another, with Wyatt and I, and with other people!! Zack is SO cool, calm and collected! Maddie is always bouncing off the walls (in a really fun way!) and chattering away!! I praise God daily for them!! I pray for them every single moment and I rejoice in the fact that God is going to do something MIGHTY in their lives!! What a JOY this holiday season will be!!!!

An Unexpected Blessing!

Today was an amazing day!!! This might be sentimental so if you don't like mushy stuff, stop reading now!! This blog is about my family, my parents to be specific!! There is no daughter who loves her parents more than I! My parents are AMAZING!! They are Godly, faithful, loving, kind, generous, compassionate people who have strived their entire lives to follow God and His plan for them! It amazes and overwhelmed me when I look back at all of the ways they sacrificed for Catrina and I!! My dad is a campus minister, a role that God called him into 30 years ago!! My parents were young and really had no idea what they were doing, but they felt God's call, so they followed it and hundreds of lives have been changed because of it...mine included!!!! My dad has a passion for what he does!! Not many people could put up with college kids for 30 years, but he has done so with an amazing amount of grace!! The kids love him and he loves them! It is so much fun to watch him teach students about Christ!! My mom and dad are not perfect because they are human, but they are wonderful examples of God's unconditional love and faithfulness!! My parents are not prideful people at all! They are extremely humble and have always tried to live as simply as possible! They bought a brand new car when I was 7! It was a beautiful red Isuzu Trooper and they were SO proud of it!! Especially my dad!! They owned that same car until a year ago when my dad sold it (for a measly $500) to get a "nicer" version of THE VERY SAME THING!! It was an exact replica of the the 1987 Trooper my parents drove off the lot (only it had about 100,000 less miles and a lot less rust)!! It had so much meaning to my dad that he actually looked for the same car because they couldn't afford to buy a brand new car, and because they didn't feel that they needed a new car!!! The day my dad showed us his "new" car he had the same smile he had almost 30 years ago when he bought his brand new car! It was priceless!!

I am SO blessed by my parents! They have taught me so much about being a God fearing woman!! They have been patient with me when I needed to learn, they have loved me through the hard times, and they have rejoiced with me through life!! They are definitely not rich, they will never own huge houses and fancy cars, but my parents love God with their entire beings! It shows in the way that they live their life!! For them and for who they are, and what they stand for, I am truly thankful!!! I am so proud of the people that they are!!

All of this to lead up to why today was so wonderful!!! My mom called me at the beginning of the weekend with the best news, and it all played out today!! An amazing man, who has just pledged his heart to God heard my dad preach at his church a few weeks ago and was intrigued with why he was a campus minister!! (If you have never met him, my dad is extremely intelligent, he can explain anything to anyone and make it understandable without making you feel stupid!!) Anyway, he wanted to know more about my dad and the ministry to they decided to have lunch one day! At lunch they talked about everything from God's Word to my dad's family, to this guys family!! I guess he saw the passion that my dad has for the ministry that God has called him to and decided he wanted to help...so he did!!! He gave a gift to the ministry and then decided to go on a search for something that my dad would never buy himself...something that would touch his heart and in a way, say "you are a blessing"! During their chat I guess my dad had mentioned that he loves motorcycles and that his brother had always wanted to him to go on a motorcycle tour with him! My dad had never felt like he could tour, because his motorcycle is 26 years old! So this guy asked my dad to show him his motorcycle...well needless to say, it is quite old and this guy was not impressed! So he decided that this was something that he wanted to do for him! So by talking to my Grandma and my Uncle (my dad's brother and mom) they gave him an idea of what kind of bike he would need to be able to go on a bike tour (and just ride around town because that is mostly what he uses it for!)!! All of this was a COMPLETE surprise to my dad and to us, I guess they have been talking for weeks!! He wanted to find my dad the perfect bike!! (Please remember that they met just 4 weeks ago, before that they had never heard of one another!!) Tonight he surprised my dad with a 2006 Yamaha 1700 cc motorcycle!!! It was absolutely incredible!! He pulled in the parking lot where we had decided to eat dinner (wink, wink) and we pulled him to the back of the restaurant where this guy, his family and my family were all waiting to surprise him! We had never met this guy or his family, so as we were walking back there my dad started looking at who was there and he got this awesomely confused look on his face! He could not figure out how we all knew one another...and why we were all standing there together! Then this guy told dad that he had come to give someone something!! And then he pointed to the bike and said, this is for you!! I thought my dad was going to cry!!! He was speechless for at least a minute!! No one has ever done anything like this for him before!! He was so overwhelmed, he just walked around and around it!! It was truly amazing!!!! He was like a 12 year old kid, he was SO EXCITED!!! I am so thankful for this man and for his generous heart!! My dad will drive this motorcycle with pride for the rest of his life!! No one is more deserving than him!

Father we PRAISE you for unexpected blessings! Not only for the beautiful new motorcycle, but for the friendship that this guy has provided for my dad! We praise you that he has surrendered his life to you and that he is our new Brother in your name!! We praise you for being bigger than the trials and tribulations that we go through, especially these past few weeks! We praise you because you are unconditional to us every single day!! Father thank you for my family and for blessing my life with them!! Please always guide and direct us as we seek desperately to follow hard after you!! I love you! Amen!!

A Weeks of Firsts!

Hello friends! I just wanted to share some exciting news with you!! Our sweet Maddie started walking on Tuesday evening!! On Monday night she learned to stand up on her own, so we were trying to encourage her to walk then ,but she just needed one more day to think about it! (She CAN be stubborn at times!!:):)) Then on Tuesday night I was making dinner and she just walked to me, just like that! We were so amazed!! We watched her walk to us over and over! We were all laughing hysterically!! It was so much fun!! She is the cutest walker you have ever seen, her chubby legs are still a little wobbly, but she is SO proud of herself! She just laughs and laughs as she tries to get away from us as we are chasing her! It is SO much fun to watch her grow and learn!!

Zack started smiling these huge, amazing smiles this week!! He loves his mommy and daddy! He likes his sister too, she usually just doesn't sit there long enough for her to see him smile at her! He has a wonderful smile, it is so big and so full of joy! He is such a handsome little guy! His personality is showing more and more! He is so cool, calm and collected!! We LOVE him so much!! We are SO blessed with two of the coolest kids!!

Prayer Warriors

In our Sunday School class we have been going through a series on prayer!! It has been such an awesome learning time for me!! I have always considered myself a prayerful person, but through this series I have learned a lot more about interceding for people and praying for specific things! God desperately wants us to talk to Him about things, like in conversation mode! We can talk to Him at any time, and any place!! This series has been such a good reminder for me...prayer is so simple, it is just talking to God! It doesn't have to be fancy or well scripted, it is just a conversation with our Heavenly Father, who desperately wants to talk to Him!!

There have been mornings that we have gotten to Sunday school class late and I was feeling a little flustered, not really wanting to watch a video. But in those times that I feel overwhelmed and a little stressed I feel like God has spoken to me through the speaker and through our conversations in class!! So many times the lesson that day has been exactly what I needed to hear!


So here is my plan: I want to pray for specific people and things on specific days, maybe to help me stay organized!! (Is that crazy, wanting to have an organized prayer life? I just don't want to leave anyone or anything out)!! I am going to try to pray all day for that specific person or thing (like an on-going conversation with God)!! I am super excited about what God is showing me these days, I feel so overwhelmed by His love for me and for my family!!! I also feel so blessed by the people that He continues to put in our lives to encourage us and sharpen us!! We are SO thankful!!

So here is my week in prayer-

Mondays-My precious Family: Wyatt, Maddie, and Zack! I want to pray for our relationships, for obedience and for wisdom on how to raise my children to know and follow hard after God! I will also be praying for my marriage to Wyatt! He is an AMAZING man and I want to be a better wife for him every single day!!

Tuesdays: Our extended families! My mom and dad and Catrina, Andy and Maddux! Our Grandparents! Wyatt's family also!! We are SO blessed by them!!

Wednesday: The members of our Sunday school class!! We have such an amazing group of friends there!! It is so much fun to get to know them more and more every single week!! We love them all and want God's best for them!! I am also going to pray for our church So many good things are happening there, it is awesome!!

Thursday: My MOPS group and a variety of good friends!!

Friday: I am going to pray for the people that I know and love that don't know God!! There are SO many lost people out there, I pray that God will show me how to pray for these people in my life! I will also be praying for wisdom and opportunities on how to share God with them!!

Saturday: I am going to pray for my missionary friends!! What an awesome calling it is to serve God overseas! With this calling comes trials and hard times for these friends!! So I want to lift them up, praising God for the work that they are doing there and interceding for them where they need specific prayers!! It is awesome that God calls His people to go out to the Nations to teach about His Glory! I am always amazed (and a little humbled) by the way many people have honored Him in that calling!

Sunday: I am going to spend the day praising God for His glory!!! He is SO good to us and we don't deserve it!!! I want to Glorify His name!

My Sweet Girl!

Maddie has been changing and growing so much over the past few months, it is SO sweet, so I thought I would tell you all about it!! Maddie is talking up a storm these days and it is SO cute!!! Her new favorite word is "Hi!" She says, "Hi momma, Hi da-da, and Hi bbbbbbb" (that is her name for Zack, we have been calling him bubby so that is her version of it!!:)) It is adorable!! she also can't say it quickly, like we all do, i its like a 6 syllable word for her! She also says "Shoes, more, and up." Sometimes it is hard to hear what she is saying because she says her words very quietly (her babbling is not quiet though good friends, no its not! Just the other day we were walking through Target and she was "talking" as loud as she can! She wasn't mad or angry she was just chatting with herself, cute, but at times kind of embarrassing!! :))

She also blows on her food now, whether it is hot or cold!! As soon as we offer her a bite she just starts huffing and puffing until she decides that it is perfect enough for her to eat it!! And, if she doesn't like it, whatever food it is, she will kindly take it out of her mouth and hand it to you!! :) Delicious! :)

Her new favorite toy is the remote! We don't watch very much t.v. with her so when we have the t.v. on, she finds that it is fascinating to push buttons on the remote just to see what it will do!! She thinks it is hilarious! I have to admit it is a little funny when the sound goes from silent to blasting in all of 5 seconds!! I am just not that fast sometimes! :)

Maddie is a wonderful big sister!! She loves to "hold" bubby!! She always checks on him when he is crying!! She pats his tummy or his head (which is not SO gentle sometimes, but it is the thought that counts right?!?:)) to make him feel better!! In the car she sings to him and reads her books to him! It is priceless!!! We love our little family!!

"That Mom"

So this past week I took both of my kiddos to Wal- Mart! Since I had quite the lengthy list of stuff to get, I got a cart and arranged both of them in it so we still had room to get all of our groceries!! We walked through almost every section, because there is always so much to look at, especially this time of year! :) As we were finally nearing the end of our list both my kids got restless at the same time!! Maddie was in the front "basket" of the cart looking at me like I had gone insane for keeping her out so late (it was getting very close to nap time) and Zack was getting ready to wake up from his nap so he was making the occasional whimper!! I just kept thinking if I could make it down just a few more aisles we would have gotten everything on our list and we would be headed out!!! Well, Zack started crying so as I was trying to get the binky in his mouth (he is really not a binky sort of guy), I noticed that Maddie had gotten very quiet! VERY unusual for her!!I turned around just in time to see Maddie open with her teeth the bag in the box if cereal we had in our cart! All of its contents hit the floor!! I immediately dropped to the floor to try to pick everything up, but they were grape nuts, and you really can't pick up little tiny grape nuts by hand!! So sucking in my breath, I ventured a few rows over to find someone to help me clean up the mess. The young guy that came to clean up the grape nuts was so kind... he kept telling me not to worry about the mess, because "that sort thing happens a lot, especially with young kids!!" he said with a smirk! I thanked him profusely and continued on as Zack started crying hysterically and loudly! We just had two more things to get, so I ran into the next aisle to pick out a new kind of spaghetti sauce. As I was bending down to see what our options were, I saw the box on angel hair pasta that I had just picked up fall past me and explode on the floor!! Not again!! I looked up and Maddie was smiling triumphantly at me, she has been trying to get the box for a few minutes and she had finally gotten it!!! I was so embarrassed that we had made another mess!! So again, I ventured over a few rows to find some to help us clean up ( I went the other way in hopes that we wouldn't meet up with the same guy that had helped us first.) Wrongo!! The bakery had to call someone for clean-up and it was the same guy!! He looked at me like I was crazy and didn't say a word! (Please remember that Zack is screaming his bloody head off at this point! People are starting to stop to see that is going on!! I was indeed THAT MOM that had no control over her kids, and who was making a huge mess right in the middle of the Wal-Mart!!) I thanked him again! We checked out immediately (and with a few extra things that Maddie had thrown in our cart) and headed for the car!! It was insane!!!! As I told Wyatt and my family about it later that evening we all had a fun laugh!! Kids sure do bring out the best in you, and give you a strong sense of humility!! I will never judge a mom again who has a basket full of groceries and unhappy children again!! :):)

Lots of Change!!

Hello friends! I am sorry it has been so long since my last post! Things are quite different now then they were the last time I posted!! This has sure been a season of change for the Jenkins family!!

Our beautiful son was born on August 11th at 12:27 p.m. weighing in at 8 pounds and 13 ounces! He is so beautiful!! We enjoyed our time at the hospital while we were getting to know our son! We were blessed by many good friends and family that came to visit us to love on us and our new baby boy!!! Maddie and Grammy came everyday also, it was a lot of fun to introduce Maddie to her new brother!! At first she wasn't too sure, but now she adores him!! She holds her hands out when she wants to hold him, and she is always checking on him to make sure she knows exactly where he is!! It is pretty cute!! After 4 days at the hospital we were ready to come home!! It was a little overwhelming going home, but once we got here we were so happy!! We celebrated Zack's arrival that evening by going out to Cheddar's for family night that evening! We had lots of fun showing him off!!

Wyatt got to take 2 weeks off, so we enjoyed our time at home together!! It was such a huge blessing to have some really good family time, just the four of us!! I think we all needed it to make the adjustment, and I think it really worked! Maddie doesn't really act jealous at all of Zack! She loves him so much and wants to be a part of everything that we do for him!!! She thinks she is big enough to feed him his bottle, so we try to help her...it is pretty sweet!! Maddie is also saying new words and doing new things every day! She constantly amazes us!! Yesterday when Wyatt walked in the door from work, she looked up at him and said "Hi da-da!!!" We were blown away!! She is such a sweet, joyful little girl!! She loves to read and play and laugh!! She LOVES blowing bubbles with her Grammy!! She is our pride and joy!! We feel so blessed to have such precious babies!! God is so good!!

After Wyatt went back to work, my mom came to spend a week with us! It was such a fun week!! Not only was my mom here helping take care of us, making us breakfast and lunch and letting me nap during the day...Wyatt and I became an Aunt and Uncle for the first time!!!! My nephew was born in August 28th!! He is absolutely precious!! It is so much fun that my son and my nephew are only 2 weeks and 3 days part!! It has been so amazing watching my sister become a mommy!! She is wonderful, and her son is so handsome!! We have already had so many wonderful memories together!!! It is so cool to watch God work, I feel such peace about the fact that He knows what He is doing in our lives! It might not always be what we want, but He always works it out for the betterment of His Kingdom! He has shown me that in so many ways over the past few months!!! We PRAISE God for His abundant blessings!!

Last week we were able to go with Wyatt on a business trip!! He had to work, but the kiddos and I just got to hang out together!! I was a little nervous about having them both by myself, especially in a place I didn't know! But I decided that until I actually did it, then I would always be nervous! So we met Wyatt everyday for lunch, then we would do some kind of activity and spend the afternoon together in the hotel!! I was able to have good time with both kids together and individually! It was AWESOME!! We had so much fun together!!! It is neat to see already the differences in our son and daughter!! Zack is a snuggler and Maddie likes to get up and go!! :)

We have a busy fall planned with MOPs and play dates and get togethers with our Sunday school class, we are really looking forward to it!! We feel so blessed by all of the amazing friends God has placed in our lives!! I don't know what we would do without you guys!! Thanks for all of your encouragement and love!! We also feel so blessed by our families!! We are so entirely thankful!!! Hope you are all well!!!!